I did not want to be left alone,
I did not want to be rough inside,
I am not the man I want to be
But can’t change myself, that’s the pain!
Give me back the youth I miss,
If you do that - I promise
You will not come to - regret it!
But I can’t say how I will pay you back!
I walk the road of darkness,
In the sorrow of tomorrow.
I seek the path to oblivion,
In the reaches of life you know;
I do not crave for anything more,
Just want to hear that knock on my door.
I do not want to be all alone,
I do not want to be dead inside,
I am not the man I appear to be
But I can’t mend myself, it’s frustrating!
Take me to the darkness you know,
With you there, I shall go,
Till death comes to me, at my hand!
I will laugh at his face, with my mind!
I do not want to die alone,
I just want some oblivion!